This war is noise.

Its building up in my head.
May 10, 2009, 2:52 am
Filed under: Uncategorized

Im getting alot of dark thoughts again.

No ones really bothering with me right now…and I feel pretty alone, in my head.

No one wants to make much effort with me right now.

And the thing is…I dont even feel like it should be any different.

So it just double upsets me…with no real resolution.

Still no word from almost two weeks.

Nothing I can do.

Apart from get sad about it or feel really unwanted.

Which atm, I feel pretty much alot of both.

In the last couple of days, I’ve had max two people talk to me, in person or on here.

Feeling ill and sore at the same time.

I genuinely dont think I’d even be missed if I was gone..

Shame, huh.


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