This war is noise.


The Mockingbird Song.
April 28, 2010, 12:12 pm
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Love this video :] its by Katy Towell.



Unexpected loss.
April 25, 2010, 10:59 pm
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I almost feel now that you even warned me.

But I guess I thought you were genuine enough.

I almost feel like saying if anyone tells you they care about you, run.

Run, cos you’ll get hurt otherwise.

But then, you cant run forever I suppose.

Chances are taken.

I just wish they’d stop being wrong.

Strange that people can just shut you out of their lives for no reason, after claiming to be a good friend, or care about you.

And also not tell you.

And then slowly cut off any way that you can contact them

Almost seems spiteful.

Yeah.

I almost can tell.

Its a shame it fell on me.

Maybe I’ll hear something.

But I wont hold my breath.

Cos I really dont think its coming.

Ah faith, where can you go now?



Breakin’
April 24, 2010, 5:12 am
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Hold on tight
Wrap your arms around me til your knuckles are burning white
All your tears
Couldn’t match the bitter taste of all these wasted years

You take, take
Everything that wasn’t even yours
Wait, wait
You don’t got a hold of me anymore

(Chorus)
In a clear view, there’s a silhouette
And I watch you, and I can’t forget
Knew we were done when you locked that door
Yeah I figured it out now
Breaking’s what the heart is for

When I see you, in a silhouette
And you hold close
Do you feel regret?
Keeping me down when I hit that floor
And I figured it out girl
Breakings what your heart is for

For so long
I’ve had to bite my tongue but what’s the point if the feelings gone
I turn my head
Learned I only see some memory but all I see is red

No don’t, don’t
Say it didn’t happen that way
I won’t, won’t
Believe another word that you say

(Chorus)
In a clear view there’s a silhouette
And I watch you and I can’t forget
Knew we were done when you locked that door
Yeah I figured it out now
Breaking’s what the heart is for

When I see you in a silhouette
And you hold close
Do you feel regret?
Keeping me down when I hit that floor
And I figured it out girl
Breakings what your heart is for

Yeah, breaking’s what your heart is for
Yeah, breaking’s what your heart is for

And not a soul sleeps
Another heart skips the beat
It’s every note that you wrote and I hope that you choke on the lines
You’re wasting my time, another heart beats tonight

(Chorus)
In a clear view, there’s a silhouette
And I watch you, no I’ll never forget
Knew we were done when you locked that door
Yeah I figured it out now
Breaking’s what the heart is for

When I see you, in a silhouette
And you hold close
Do you feel regret?
Keeping me down when I hit that floor
And I figured it out girl
Breakings what your heart is for

Yeah, breaking’s what your heart is for (X4)



I faintly remember breathing, on your bedroom floor.
April 22, 2010, 11:57 am
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I’ve had this bad feeling since last night.

I wish it would go. If I talked to him it would, but he would have to appear first for that to happen.

Though I did talk to him yesterday.

Anyways.

Im fairly bored at present, so Im thinking ff13.

I kinda got a better sleep last night.

Certainly at a more normal time.

Had a bad dream, certainly hope that never comes remotely true lol.

I’ve had a bad couple days. Got pretty upset.

Im alright at present though.

Just, meh lol.

Hope all is well.



Alone.
April 21, 2010, 12:24 am
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Thats what it boils down to.

Its how I feel.

I try to be there for people, but dont have anyone really trying for me.

Is this what Im supposed to have?

Just a void.

People come and go.

But Im never important enough to stick around for.

To invest in.



Blah.
April 19, 2010, 5:00 pm
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Opened right up, and shut right out.

As anyone would know, the one thing I hate more than anything is being ignored.

Having a really serious conversation, all of a sudden goes quiet for 25 mins then goes offline.

Back on, then straight back off.

Im think computer problems, but Im not sure.

I hope thats what it is anyways.

I hate the feeling of not knowing.

On to the second series of Vampire Knight.

Avon done.

Got my monies on saturday.

Got a mood ring, which is nice.

Im gonna go have dinner, cos Im just sitting thinking too much.

And getting annoyed.



Little to inspire.
April 14, 2010, 3:19 am
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So in the nicest possible way, I seem to spend my time at present, bored out of my fucking face.

There are times when Im not, like when Im talking to people, but Im spending alot of time inside my head not actually doing much.

Im not a fan.

Sleeping is still all over the place.

Back appt has been made for 19th May.

Im doing pretty well in ff13.

Now that Claymore has been watched x] cant wait to see Vampire Knight when it finally arrives.

Gonna need to do more exercises again, worrying pains.

Blahhhh.

Im in such a fuck it mood right now lol.