This war is noise.

Im just a bit sad.
April 13, 2011, 3:59 am
Filed under: Uncategorized

I nearly passed out in the shower.


I feel blah about eating and everything.

Feel blah when I look at myself.

I feel sad.

Im so abnormal.

All comes back to the point that my head creates… one loves me.

The people who even created me dont love me.

They arent even really concerned about who I am, just what I can do for them.

Im afraid, and Im sad, and Im alone.

I watch as everyone else has a life.

And that Im not really important to anyone.

I would ask for  help…but I dont feel like I deserve it.

Or that it would change anything.

Im in counselling and everything…but it keeps coming back.

Why am I like this?

Why am I not like everyone else…why do I feel like I cant be?

I hope all is well, genuinely.

I wouldnt wish how I feel on anyone.


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