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I’ve been thinking lately about how I barely ever hear from anyone and whether it should bother me or not, cos if they arent bothered, should it really bother me? Are they actual friends at all?
Life has got far too quiet.
Half time I just think Im not a valid human being anymore, and thats why people stopped caring. I mean, everyone knows where I am?
I’ve probably become more of a burden than anything else. Being ill on and off constantly.
Suppose that’d make things easier if I decided to go.
No one would miss someone that wasnt really in their life in the first place.
And almost everyone I know is just over having me in their life, or over contacting me.
And I dunno what Im meant to do. I never asked for any of this.
Thing is, no one cares what I do either. 
Im practically invisible.
And Im so over being invisible. But I dont get a choice.
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This war is noise. 